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Current university life?! [September 25, 2009]
[ mood | depressed ]

Now I remember why I didn't like my first semester too much, at least in the beginning: no friends, all alone.
Yesterday sucked, just like the past two weeks have, make that the past two months.
My mother called when I was on my way back home and started with her fucked up questions of where I was and why I wasn't back home yet...err because I don't want to be maybe!? So I yelled back and said the fabulous word "fuck" so that pissed her off more...yay! As if my life was messed up enough already and I was already in an awful mood.
I have two close friends in university; one went home because she was sick and the other had a class. So I had to sit alone for almost an hour and a half. Obviously, no Fahad.
It's hurtful that he's okay with everyone else he knows and he hangs out with his friends and it's all good for him and I'm, yeah you guessed it: alone and miserable. Fuck.
My life is devoid of meaning. I have nothing to look forward to. Nothing. I just have a few friends, no boyfriend, I'm fucking fat and there's no guarantee especially now, that I'll even get a job once I'm done studying.
Being alone is something I didn't think I'd have to deal with...again. But of course here I am, whining like a little bitch about it.

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Friends only dahlings [April 07, 2006]

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Ho! Ho! Ho! And Jingle Bells [December 24, 2005]
[ mood | blah ]

Ho! Ho! Ho! and Jingle Bells,
What's all the fuss about?
The rich food and the drinkies,
Only inflame my bloody gout.

My credit card has almost melted,
From persistent overuse,
And my liver is near failure,
From pre-Christmas Party abuse.

My blood sugars are elevated,
And my blood pressure is sky high,
I was feeling really well before lunch,
But now I think I'm going to die!

Nobody liked the presents that I bought,
And the family is at war,
So much for Christmas Spirit,
And that's all I asked Santa for,

Now no-one is talking to me,
While I lie here exiled in the Sun,
With my belt unbuckled and my gut exposed,
Thanking God that this Christmas is done.

Copyright; Robyn Scott


The Scientist [November 27, 2005]
[ mood | blah ]

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures

Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

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Our poor oceans [November 10, 2005]


one of my favourite songs [October 11, 2005]
[ mood | crappy ]


Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
you know it gets the better of me

sometimes, when you and i collide
i fall into an ocean of you
pull me out in time
don't let me drown
let me down
i say its all because of you

and here I go...
losing my control
i'm practicing your name so i can say it to your face
and it doesn't seem right
to look you in the eye
let all the things you mean to me
tumblin' out my mouth
indeed its time
tell you why
say its infinately true

say you'll stay, don't come and go
like you do
sway my way, yeah i need to know, all about you
and there's no cure
and no way to be sure
why everything's turned inside out
instilling so much doubt
it makes me so, tired
i feel so uninspired
my head is battling with my heart
a logic has been torn apart

and now it ohhh so sour
come sweeten every afternoon

it's all because of you...
it's all because of you...

and now its ooohhh so sour
come sweeten every afternoon
its time to
tell you why
say its infinately true

its all because of you...
its all because of you...
its all because of you...

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[August 13, 2005]
[ mood | bored ]

Oi people! We have one of our own all the way in another continent who had asked for a couple of e-mails to be sent; if not everyday then at least once in a few days. Yes, RT you are exempt since you’ve been trying to do so. Alrighty then that’s it.
Since we’re at it, we’d better send some to Rooney too. He’ll be able to check them eventually...is there anyone else??!!
Ciao ciao


[July 30, 2005]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Ok, now I'm pissed off!!!! My dad is an ASS!!!!!!!! A MAJOR DINKUS!!! whatever the hell that is, and if it means something really bad then.... GOOD!!!!!!!!!! Seriously WTF IS HIS DAMN PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and that woman! BLAHNESS!


please don't bother commenting or whatever, I just REALLY needed to vent and there was no one to vent to!


*angry squeak*

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Today- hot, sweaty, tanning-today [June 22, 2005]
[ mood | tired ]

Today- hot, sweaty, tanning-today

Lived on mountain dew
Got back my school results
Wish I could change a few

Had a lovely cold shower
Got back some mind-power
Chemistry’s soon under attack
Only then can I hit the sack

The prom’s zooming in fast
But from the things on my mind, it’s the last
It’s scary, it’s real
It’s way too surreal
The stuff that happens on days like this
Hot, sweaty, tanning days like this


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[June 19, 2005]
[ mood | sleepy ]

it worked it worked
*does a happy dance*
i have a new layout thing
not exaclty what i wanted but.....
it worked it worked
*continues mad dancing*

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Bleed - Cold [June 18, 2005]
[ mood | depressed ]

I'm feeling crossed
I take it inside
Burn up the pain
My thoughts are strange
Just like the things
I used to love
Just like the tree that fell
I heard it
If art is still inside
I feel it

I wanna bleed
Show the world all that I have inside
I wanna scream
Let the blood flow that keeps me alive

Take all these strings
They call my veins
Wrap them around
Every fucking thing

Presence of people
Not for me
Well I must remain in tune

My love is music
I will marry melody

I wanna bleed
Show the world all that I have inside
I wanna scream
Let the blood flow that keeps me alive

Won't you let me take you
For a ride
You can stop the world
Try to change my mind
Won't you let me show you
How it feels
You can stop the world
But you won't change me

I need music
I need music
I need music to set me free
To let me bleed

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self-confessed post whore... [June 17, 2005]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Aragorn = HOT  HOT  HOT

yup that's all that's on my mind.

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[June 08, 2005]
[ mood | sick ]

What Icons are for you? by ladyallie
Favourite Colour
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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HELP [June 03, 2005]

my sound isn't working. can you guys please help me out. i'm posting two pictures of what appears when i try to check my sound or play anything...

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[May 24, 2005]
[ mood | nervous ]

it is officially declared that:


yes, that is all that is on my mind at the moment. a confirmation will be sent so as to notify you all of my future 'state of mind'
that is all for now.

goodnight and have a nice day tomorrow

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[May 20, 2005]

Your Rising Sign is Aries

You're full of energy - and people look to you to get the party started.

Confident and honest, you'll be the one to say what everyone is thinking.

You are easily bored, and you always find unique ways to do things.

You don't just dream it, you do it. And that's why you're so successful.

Too intense for some, often times people are intimidated by you.

But you're usually smart enough to charm them anyway!


[May 20, 2005]

You Know You're Addicted to Harry Potter When...

You make a wand and try to use it.

You call your least favorite teacher Snape.

You call your favorite teacher Dumbledore.

You wear robes to school or work.

You make "floo powder", get in the fire, and try to go to your friends' house.

You have read all the books more than four times.

You've been bookstore at midnight to get the latest Harry Potter book before all your friends.

... And then you stayed up all night wearing it.

You've worn a Harry Potter costume in public.

You have a crush on one of the Harry Potter characters.

You've gotten at least one of your friends addicted to Harry Potter.

You actually caught the "Wand Order" mistake before you heard/read about it.

You are upset at the New York Times for creating a seperate childrens best seller list because of the Harry Potter books.

Using clues in the book, you have attempted to find the exact geographical location of Hogwarts.

You have constructed a timeline of events in the Harry Potter books.

You have attempted to figure out the exact ages of all the Weasley children?

You have spent time contemplating which main characters will die by the time the series is over.

You've been to see all the Harry Potter movies on opening night. (Bonus points for standing in line in costume!)

You've read Harry Potter fanfic.

You've written Harry Potter fanfic.

You run a Harry Potter fansite.

You visit The Leaky Cauldron daily.

You've met other Harry Potter fans from online in real life.

You've participated in a Harry Potter RPG.

You've dreamed about Harry Potter.

You have a Harry Potter poster on your wall.

Each Halloween, there's no question what you'll dress up as...!

You've spent time doing a timeline to see if you would have been old enough to date a certain character when you were in high school.

You've vacationed to London, simply to search for the Leaky Cauldron.

You own a black lab named Sirius Black.

You've knitted a Weasley sweater or Harry Potter scarf.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to Harry Potter.

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[May 20, 2005]

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.


wowie! this makes my day... [May 19, 2005]
Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:105
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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[May 19, 2005]
You are 87% Pisces


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